your the reason .. you most likely step on your dick all day, never want
to get out of bed, see nothing but the worst in things, etc. I get it.
Heres what you need to do.
1. do all the things you want to now. start a business, ask out that
girl you never thought would say yes, change your outlook. **** it.
lifes way to short. Time is one thing you never can get back EVER.
2. Stop thinking of yourself as a *****, others will to.
3. dont give two ****s about what other people think about you, as long as
your being responsible and decent.
4. dont ****ing wait start tomorrow.
dont be a ****.
kindest regards and good luck in your future endevours.
Come to think of it, the past month or so has been sh!tty for me as well. Once the weather gets nice it sucks going to work. If it wasn't for the weed and occasional opiates things would be worse. Thankfully I am going to AC next week so at least I have that to look forward to.