Maybe the latter but not the former.
The expectation of posting in here is that anyone can get ripped on for anything they post.
You have provided a lot of ammunition in that regard.
I agree that I have posted lots of craziness in the past and I deserved to be mocked. But that is the past and I was going through some tough issues to include alcoholism and family separation. The military lifestyle is not easy. I was separated over 14 years from the family (on and off) and it is a common denominator between service members. I probably won't be posting here much again since I have lots of catch-up to do after 6 straight years of separation.
Again, I thank my Lord Jesus for a second, wait, third, fourth, fifth...just chances.